Endo and the Single Girl: Too Good To Be True

I knew it. Ovulating was great but to expect more than that would be too good to be true. I thought it could mean that things were lining up but instead I should have looked at it as its own little event and left it at that.

My period showed up yesterday a whole week early.

Really?

I started feeling very ill to the point of agitation, walking doubled over and not being able to think clearly enough to remove groceries from the car. I thought about my period to come in about two weeks and how that would surely be hell if I was feeling this bad already. No, I would only have to wait just a few hours to find out just how bad it was going to be. So, yes of course, my hormones are still out of whack and crazed. I knew that and this only confirms it. I'm just not very happy to have that bit of crazy staring me in the face.

The bright side is that it will be out of my system by next week which is when I take J to possibly meet my uncle/god father for the first time. My aunt is also having a major surgery so I'll spend a good bit of time in the hospital. With a period where nothing helps, not being able to get to bed and stay there is the worst thing possible. I'm so glad I wont have to deal with that then.

On this whole cycle thing, maybe next month it'll all come together. All the pieces to the puzzle are now present thanks to ovulation. Just need to line up in order!

Fun things!

I picked up J's stocking stuffers, a few little activities for when he's older and his Christmas card came in the mail today. I love it. I got to write it out and I actually think its cute and doesn't suck which is not my usual. For a first Christmas card, I think he would like it if he could actually read it. I'm so proud of it, so, sorry, but I want to post it.

Next year, I'm going to work it out so that we mail off our Christmas letters/cards and on the same day when we check the mail, his will be in there. You give some, you get some. Our Christmas traditions will be starting in just a few days on the 12th so I'll post them then. I'm almost ready for it.

I started working towards one version of our Christmas pictures. I'll be taking them tomorrow but I do have some random outtakes from yesterday.The holiday pictures have nothing to do with him holding the lights but since I was untangling them to put them on the tree, he decided to help and I stopped and took a few pictures.